http://deblinne.com/blog-posts/when-the-fear-doesnt-matter/ Reader, Thinker, Writer, Lover. Mon, 03 Jan 2022 16:56:54 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=4.1.37 http://deblinne.com/blog-posts/when-the-fear-doesnt-matter/#comment-194 Tue, 21 Jul 2015 14:44:33 +0000 http://deblinne.com/?p=452#comment-194 When my “Unkie” used to saddle up and send Tommy and I out without a second thought, I used to…not give it a second thought! And I would look at those girls riding poles or barrels and get that same feeling that you talk about with your friends! I wanted that!! And I would see your Dad!! He looked WAY more at home on his horse than walking!! And I wanted HIM! Lol! But then I discovered nursing!! MY passion! In the very depths of my soul I just KNEW! THIS was my calling! THIS was what I was meant to do! And it kept me up at night! SCARED I wasn’t going to do the right thing, SCARED I wasn’t going to know enough. When I graduated from college, I thought, “WHAT ARE THEY THINKING???” They were letting me loose??? Then I was scared because even graduating number 2 in my class, I didn’t know enough!! But then with practice (they do call it practice!) it came more naturally, more confidently, more assuredly, and even more passionately! When you know? You.just.know!!!

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